No doubt, this is part of my scenario of ~ "The Curse of The Canadian Divorce Lawyer" ~. This is the third year in a row that I have been home alone for the Christmas holiday that revolves around family and friends..
When I started this blog I was looking for my oldest daughter, Ava, who I still have not found and her emails are now few and far between. She doesn't return my phone calls to her cell phone voice mail. Several weeks ago I also lost the privilege of knowing the whereabouts of my younger daughter, Monica, although I can still get in touch with her on her cell phone. Monica is in poor health and, from what I can gather, is in receipt of welfare when she should be receiving the Ontario Disability Benefit so that her health will be monitored regularly. Monica is now living on her own and so is also estranged from her Mother, Father and Sister. I am still working part-time for minimum wage and also living off my line of credit to pay my living expenses.
My situation continues to worsen, Monica's health continues to deteriorate and Ava continues on a different path leaving us both behind even after creating this blog and all the articles The Toronto Star and other newspapers have printed on this topic, all my visits to lawyers and doctors who offered no help and letters, emails and appointments with Government agencies. All this effort has been futile where I am concerned. I just sit and wait until it's my turn on the queue for the next fall to a lower realm. No one can accuse me that it's been for my lack of trying to pull through.